self-esteem

[Intro] Webcage! [Refrain: torr] Yeah, I think I lost my emotions The last time I got ghosted, yeah Emptiness inside my head like Walking Dead I'm just tryna go through the motions But I wake up every day like "oh, shit" "I forgot to give a fuck about my friends!" [Verse 1: saoirse dream] Most days I can't remember what I did the day before I probably just sat in my bed Leaving empty monsters on the floor, yeah And life's a constant fucking dream A stupid indie movie scene I wanna wake up (up-up-up-up) God, please, I wanna wake up (up-up-up-up-up-up) [Verse 2: daywaiter] Slow it down, keep a distance (Get the fuck away) I still see you on my timeline Lied when I said I missed us But we can never be on my time Clocked out in a wishing well Overstayed my welcome And go like you kiss and tell You were always selfish, childish The wildest way to break a heart [Chorus: bh] I've got so much on my mind I don't wanna talk about it Keep my problems trapped inside I don't wanna talk about it Run around like all the time I don't wanna talk about it 'Cause I've got so much left to find (I've got so much left to find) [Verse 3: Nebita] Come take my brain out from my head It won't change a thing, words left unsaid Pushed around too much, been collecting dust I don't think I'll let it happen again And I'm scared of growing up I made plans and now I'm stuck Come fly away tonight, no use in saying goodbye When everybody's rooting for the other guys [Verse 4: wishlane] And I swore I'd never look back Down the barrel of this gun I wasted nights out by the ocean side 'Cause I just wanted to have some fun But it's all luck now and I'm stuck on this track But I've been making my way down I guess that's all for now [Refrain: torr] Yeah, I think I lost my emotions The last time I got ghosted, yeah Emptiness inside my head like Walking Dead I'm just tryna go through the motions But I wake up every day like "oh, shit" "I forgot to give a fuck about my friends!" [Chorus: bh] I've got so much on my mind I don't wanna talk about it Keep my problems trapped inside I don't wanna talk about it Run around like all the time I don't wanna talk about it Cause I've got so much left to find (I've got so much left to find)