Still Thirsty

[Intro] I get lost sometimes, lost sometimes [Verse] This shit turned me to a different dude And most the time I don't be in the mood And niggas know how liquor do It got me hitting girls I barely know like "what you finna do?" Thirst, hmm, I'm a different dude This humble talk got me a bit confused Let me stop flexing in my interviews and say Y'all biggest tunes, I kinda look at them like interludes Oh man, this shit turned me to a different dude And most the time I don't be in the mood We went from tears at the bottom to we almost top tier My biggest fear is I don't finish through I said "oh man," shit, I'm a different dude And y'all done finally caught me in the mood Like how the fuck we made a killing in the land of the dead On my mama I'm the living proof And shit it ain't no good day if I don't think I'm getting better I can't say I feel complete if you don't recognize my efforts Was sleeping on the floor, we turned them covers into beds We was trying to get ahead, they trying to leave our shit severed Several seats to them niggas mad I'm still standing Well, well, well, well, well No several seats for Sharese and she said she can't stand me That's too bad, you know we never had that family in real life 'Cause this shit turned me to a different dude And most the time I don't be in the mood It's different women that I'm hitting too As soon as I finish, hit Jamesha like, "I'm missing you" Damn, see I'm a different dude And y'all done finally caught me in the mood Now when I talk about the boppin' and the fucking dick-hopping Know I'm talking 'bout you niggas too, all bad With the shame, with the wrist game How can I not be offensive when I switch lanes? Everybody think they winning in the vendor How that nigga get chipped, it ain't shit changed Please forgive me for the calls that I missed I blame the stu' like I can't talk for a bit And yeah my mama know I love her, but sometimes I get mad Like why the fuck we have to struggle? Why the fuck we wasn't rich? And then I sit and think how we went from House to house, she gave us Heaven with no income I grab a plant with all thorns if you tell me Why I had to see my daddy leave and really what it stem from And now I see what trickled down from his actions 'Cause I see signs that my son lack compassion Yeah we could pass up our life, but can't pass up our madness Can pass up our wife, but can't pass up these ratchets, all bad All you niggas got me cracking up I heard some shit like I don't rap enough Or, shit, that I don't want it bad enough and then I heard 'em say Like "nigga you don't got our back enough" Fuck, well, I've been stacking up Nah, really that ain't accurate cause I just spent my whole damn advance in the past couple months Just to compensate for times we ain't have enough, woo [Outro] Why leave me lonely? Why don't you love me like you should? Why leave me lonely? Why leave me lonely? Why leave me lonely?