Bigger Than Christmas

I can see every star Now it makes no sense Time spreads them out Like Jasmine on a fence Always behind I can let go, but I'm still always behind Hem and haw, pitch and yaw It seems so clear Nature takes its back Year after year Always growing near I can read about The Troubles And listen to The Pogues If I should fall from grace How am I supposed to know? Always behind I can let go, but I'm still always behind On board with an eye roll Rare water A ringing bell Rare water Through a porous cell It seems so clear Nature takes its course Year after year Always growing near