Broken Thoughts

[Verse 1:] Since I pushed you away I've been on the road to destruction Fast life total reduction Should've slowed down when I had a chance I looked off track when I had a glance When the bills and the board be paying I can't hear what nobody's saying I may as well live on my own I feel trapped how I live on my phone She asked me if I cheated and I did I said no though I couldn't admit Thought you don't know it don't hurt you Till it starts travelling around the crib Get a sunday skin like a ripster Thinking what the other person did Keep my feet on the ground I don't wanna read through what I just found [Hook:] Wondering where the laughs went She kept me on arms length Wondering where the smiles were Keepin tempted to dial her Have I done something wrong to make her Think that I was a heart breaker I tried to look at life from all looks These are my broken thoughts [Verse 2:] Our moves burning bridges Learning limits, but to go past them She knows I don't wanna argue But I say pardon As she walks into the garden Now it's all silent treatment Feels worse than violent treatment When will it end I text her phone when will it send It's pending, iphone please stop pending Then I realize that ain't worth the stress She needs to clear her head Even the bedroom's messy She needs to clear her bed I need to chill my beans, let her breath Catch a likkle life on the scene She always said I don't understand her Cause my life is a dream I see what she means [Hook:] Wondering where the laughs went She kept me on arms length Wondering where the smiles were Keepin tempted to dial her Have I done something wrong to make her Think that I was a heart breaker I tried to look at life from all looks These are my broken thoughts [Talking:] At first I used to make her laugh She was laughing Well, the laughing's out the window We used to go out in like the restaurants regular Now we don't go at all I'm saying like, what went wrong there Really though [Hook x2] Wondering where the laughs went She kept me on arms length Wondering where the smiles were Keepin tempted to dial her Have I done something wrong to make her Think that I was a heart breaker I tried to look at life from all looks These are my broken thoughts