Swimmer's Ear

Inside, it's all messes on messes Mix in a few second guesses Lessons on lessons A few random things I'm forgettin' 'Cause I can't seem to catch a break And I can't seem to get out of my own damn way Speak in tongues and drawn in a circle Curse my name, pray for the worst Oh, it's nothin' that I won't do to myself Open my brain, and turn it to liquid Do it in vain, knock me senseless It's nothin' that I don't hope for myself I'm over myself Deep down it's all trauma on trauma Put it away, cause some drama That makes lessons on lessons Say, "Things change", go back and regret it Speak in tongues and drawn in a circle Curse my name, pray for the worst Oh, it's nothin' that I won't do to myself Open my brain, and turn it to liquid Do it in vain, knock me senseless It's nothin' that I don't hope for myself I'm over myself I'm over myself I'm so caught up on the inside Now I'm standin' two inches away From a devil in the mirror face to face Makes me say, makes me swear Watch me break, watch me bend Speak in tongues and drawn in a circle Curse my name, pray for the worst Oh, it's nothin' that I won't do to myself Open my brain, and turn it to liquid Do it in vain, knock me senseless It's nothin' that I don't hope for myself I'm over myself