Swimmer's Ear

Inside, it's all messes on messes
Mix in a few second guesses
Lessons on lessons
A few random things I'm forgettin'

'Cause I can't seem to catch a break
And I can't seem to get out of my own damn way

Speak in tongues and drawn in a circle
Curse my name, pray for the worst
Oh, it's nothin' that I won't do to myself
Open my brain, and turn it to liquid
Do it in vain, knock me senseless
It's nothin' that I don't hope for myself
I'm over myself

Deep down it's all trauma on trauma
Put it away, cause some drama
That makes lessons on lessons
Say, "Things change", go back and regret it

Speak in tongues and drawn in a circle
Curse my name, pray for the worst
Oh, it's nothin' that I won't do to myself
Open my brain, and turn it to liquid
Do it in vain, knock me senseless
It's nothin' that I don't hope for myself
I'm over myself

I'm over myself
I'm so caught up on the inside
Now I'm standin' two inches away
From a devil in the mirror face to face
Makes me say, makes me swear
Watch me break, watch me bend

Speak in tongues and drawn in a circle
Curse my name, pray for the worst
Oh, it's nothin' that I won't do to myself
Open my brain, and turn it to liquid
Do it in vain, knock me senseless
It's nothin' that I don't hope for myself
I'm over myself