Shimmer

I remember When I didn't lash out in a temper I guess it's the pressure Or the fear that the pain lasts forever It was so easy and care free Now it haunts me It's dark and it's empty I can't see what's in front of me 'Cause it shimmers And it goes away Shimmers And then it goes away You're like a modern day queen And I'm just a head full of bad dreams Tonight I'm wondering why I'm still alone I'm afraid of my cellphone I know that everybody wants to help me And they want to know if this is helping But I can't say 'Cause it shimmers And it goes away The light always dwindles It doesn't stay You said, "Let's wait until we're both thirty five" I don't see our parents alive Our bodies are velcro I'm afraid of my cellphone I'm afraid of my cellphone I'm afraid of my cellphone