Epilogue (Bonus Track)

[Intro] Yeah This the... This the epilogue I really went from... [Verse 1] I really went from pill-popping Show-stopping to cocaine Now it's cold turkey In my bag like the chihuahua in that hoe's Birkin It took a year or three to realize that it's not working Man, it's never worth it I lost friends to make ends meet We made money off pot, no pantry Gotta up the ante Young bull, when I pull up you would think it was a... You would think it was a stampede Saw my brother on thin ice like Bambi You know the boys be where the bands be You know I get in where I can't be So I don't think they gotta understand me I was just a youngin on the hunt for some attention when the spotlight and bad women grabbed me Huh Sadly [Hook] She been in the city getting high and looking pretty I been sober at the crib like this life is nothing but chilly My lil bro just turned seven, I'm tryna make him a milli And saying nothing at all is the shit that make you look guilty I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me, real talk [Verse 2] Yeah, I'm A1 – steaksauce They don't ever notice when I take off Posted in the cut like a razor If you owe me one, I'm calling in the favor Roll some weed, she like the flavor She don't tell her man shit, treat the crib like it's Las Vegas Hey Look at my face, this is serious Going through withdrawals, I'm delirious So if this is rock bottom, I just wanna feel like ceilings The glass can't be half-empty if it's spilling Completely independent for the first time since sixteen Living on a diet of some capped blunts and caffeine Anyone I meet, they all say "wow, you're only 20?" I'm the living proof that shit ain't ever easy when you chase dreams Said I want the world, they said "don't run your mouth" Talk 'bout moves you made in silence, but that talk is loud If you ain't here when this shit counts, I gotta count you out Yeah you been around, but what are you about? I saw the way they went and took a different route Think I was sleeping better back on Jimi's couch Miss the days when they would pass the spliff and I would end up passing out Now it's like I never even heard of tapping out This the type of shit they'd never think to ask about And now they backing out [Hook] She been in the city getting high and looking pretty I been sober at the crib like this life is nothing but chilly My lil bro just turned seven, I'm tryna make him a milli And saying nothing at all is the shit that make you look guilty I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me I don't give a fuck if you don't... [Outro] I've tried to kill myself five times and I'm still here So if I can't do it, what the fuck can really kill me? What the fuck can really kill me?