Epilogue (Bonus Track)

[Intro]

Yeah

This the...

This the epilogue

I really went from...

[Verse 1]

I really went from pill-popping

Show-stopping to cocaine

Now it's cold turkey

In my bag like the chihuahua in that hoe's Birkin

It took a year or three to realize that it's not working

Man, it's never worth it

I lost friends to make ends meet

We made money off pot, no pantry

Gotta up the ante

Young bull, when I pull up you would think it was a...

You would think it was a stampede

Saw my brother on thin ice like Bambi

You know the boys be where the bands be

You know I get in where I can't be

So I don't think they gotta understand me

I was just a youngin on the hunt for some attention when the spotlight and bad women grabbed me

Huh

Sadly

[Hook]

She been in the city getting high and looking pretty

I been sober at the crib like this life is nothing but chilly

My lil bro just turned seven, I'm tryna make him a milli

And saying nothing at all is the shit that make you look guilty

I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me

I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me, real talk

[Verse 2]

Yeah, I'm A1 – steaksauce

They don't ever notice when I take off

Posted in the cut like a razor

If you owe me one, I'm calling in the favor

Roll some weed, she like the flavor

She don't tell her man shit, treat the crib like it's Las Vegas

Hey

Look at my face, this is serious

Going through withdrawals, I'm delirious

So if this is rock bottom, I just wanna feel like ceilings

The glass can't be half-empty if it's spilling

Completely independent for the first time since sixteen

Living on a diet of some capped blunts and caffeine

Anyone I meet, they all say "wow, you're only 20?"

I'm the living proof that shit ain't ever easy when you chase dreams

Said I want the world, they said "don't run your mouth"

Talk 'bout moves you made in silence, but that talk is loud

If you ain't here when this shit counts, I gotta count you out

Yeah you been around, but what are you about?

I saw the way they went and took a different route

Think I was sleeping better back on Jimi's couch

Miss the days when they would pass the spliff and I would end up passing out

Now it's like I never even heard of tapping out

This the type of shit they'd never think to ask about

And now they backing out

[Hook]

She been in the city getting high and looking pretty

I been sober at the crib like this life is nothing but chilly

My lil bro just turned seven, I'm tryna make him a milli

And saying nothing at all is the shit that make you look guilty

I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me

I don't give a fuck if you don't...

[Outro]

I've tried to kill myself five times and I'm still here

So if I can't do it, what the fuck can really kill me?

What the fuck can really kill me?