Blunted Strings

I've been standing with my head so long Deciding what's right or wrong Crossing red lines in my head so strong I am losing this fight to my mind that feels so wrong 'Cause I'm Running away, wasting I don't wanna share the time I spend Running away, chasing I don't wanna share the doubts in my dreams Got to be strong 'Cause there's too much riding on it Got to be strong 'Cause there's too much riding on it Got to be right 'Cause there's too much riding on it Got to be strong 'Cause there's too much riding on it Gotta be there full and equipped First day of school, shape up, there for a pic Pose for the camera 'Cause this dream I was gonna go far with no pressure School dreaming was my favourite No bangs on the door, no night shifts 'Til I was growing higher in demand Losing friends, losing fans Laying rest to my grand I don't know where to stand So I keep Running away, wasting I don't wanna share the time I spend Running away, chasing I don't wanna share the doubts in my dreams Life's a game and the maze is tough You find yourself how you're meant to trust Swam so long, it's not deep to us Tough skin wins what we're teaching them Had to peace out when I saw the trend Holding fake cards straight to the lens What's life really when you're on the fence? Take a risk, tell a story, make amends We need space to make it home Plant these seeds away from smoke Taking time, hurry up Feeding clay, stood alone We need space to make it home Plant these seeds away from smoke Taking time, hurry up Feeding clay, stood alone