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I'll always remember the time that we met It was somebody's party You were wearing a black dress Clinging to shadows Chameleon-esque And we were together, when we were fifteen But nothing is real then, you know what I mean? I slept with that dancer, I didn't mean it It was all in a dream babe, all in a dream All in a dream Sorry And I hadn't seen you in a couple of years You'd been at the doctors You called me in tears "Jacob baby I'm broken, I can't be fixed They think it's my kidneys, they don't know what it is And how could this happen man, I'm just a kid I've got something to live for, and so much to give Now I live in a basement, a blade at my wrist I think this is over, I think this is it What if this is it? And all of your friends, they say that they need you When you need them they just get up and leave you One of them said "I don't care if this kills you" What if it did Katie? What if it killed her? What would you do then? Hope you'd be sorry Hope you'd go to her grave, apologize for me All the time that she gave you Every time you were worried That's 'cause she was your friend Hope that you're sorry, yeah Truly And when I was using, she still said she loved me Be more of a human, less of a junkie You gotta gift man, go and be something If I was in your shoes, I would be jumping And that's when I felt it, it conquered my heart It was the light of a candle, in the depths of the dark And there was a fire, it danced in your eyes A beautiful world and a beautiful mind A beautiful mind A beautiful mind A beautiful mind You've got a beautiful mind