Despicable Animal

[Verse 1] If I say no to you will I still go to you Begging a desperate grin All eyes and mouth Will I still shut you out Will I eat all your ashes again Still in this haste Wonder what is this taste You are feeding me gentle and plain Though I am made for you I am afraid of you Violence is part of your name [Chorus] Thank god I'm home You're finally on to me My one, my own Despicable animal [Verse 2] I hope we meet And still you will speak to me I shift to flee And render it obsolete But I won't see the sun for anyone My blindness is complete And there is no coin or currency To equal my belief If I can bring us to water Will you promise to drink deep You are the one who makes me golden As I shudder in my sleep You are the one Is it a flaw that I'm proud of it all At how little that we truly need I was in awe, I was never in doubt Of how terrible hunger can be [Chorus] [Verse 3] I swear I can speak But my jaw is loosening I feel the pull And oh it is frightening But I won't see the sun for anyone My blindness is complete And there is no coin or currency To equal my belief If I can bring us to water Will you promise to drink deep You are the one who makes me golden As I mutter in my sleep You are the one And I won’t see the sun For anyone