September 24, 1999

A relaxed state of worry Predicted fate seems constructed And by the car tremors were lightly shaded While the radiator's overheating So then when I remove the cap Do I speak, where do I stand? For now our judge my fear just serve as tension For hers is so far from home Germinating seed from the positive Germinating deep inside my heart And it will gnaw through the negatives As it grows on Cause I won't fall away from this Nothing you say will make me twist I won't fall away from this Nothing you say will make me twist Black clouds seem thick When they cover all your stars There'll be days when you will sit You'll let them swallow your spark But the fear is in the wind Without choice in the dark And then again there's ice cream And so much hype, and so much talk With human beings comes so much hate and violence But you can always seek love and support And I keep hoping, frustrated For my gift to be served And my foolish insecurity Ignores the guidance from those clear and in touch Look there's belief from the feeders And true belief from some who love And now it's growing inside the one sent to me By her heart Cause I won't fall away from this Nothing you say will make me twist And I won't fall away from this Nothing you say will make me twist So I'll take the test presented And I will force it back inside its home Cause my heart will win Always