Stuck

[Verse 1] I've been feeling stuck, I've been feeling anxious I've been hiding out inside my mind Place where I can process, think I'm making progress Maybe I can slow this monkey down Thank you for the message, 'preciate the sentiments But with all this anguish, I can't reply Don't know what to say now, don't how to play now Need to slip away now, all the time, all the time [Verse 2] I love the way you smell, love the things you tell me Love the way you flow inside my mind When we're at each other's throats, I still love your throat And I'm still looking forward to your next smile I guess you have my heart, don't know what to call it I know I don't show it all the time Exercise our patience, relishing the spaciousness Of how we exist and how we thrive when we thrive [Bridge] In the ocean, I am free I place my fun, founders' peace And if the ocean comes forth and swallows me I'd be drowning and your faces are all I see [Verse 3] I've been feeling stuck, contemplating people Contemplating choices in my life Like in California, standing on a corner Lonely on my birthday writing lines Pacing back and forward, feeling kinda torched Chemical distortion in my mind Listening to my heartbeat, staring at my two feet Distance that they've travelled all the time, all the time