Firewater

[Verse 1] You sat me down beside myself To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you Was this for real? It's hard to tell Because it was such a beautiful mess we had got into I'm going to overcome this, paper hearts can't win this time And all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mine I know you wanted me to give up this life to be Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in [Chorus 1] I was never good at goodbye [Chorus 2] Can I swallow this bottle whole? So this brain in my head can forget your face [Verse 2] When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me It's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you how There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see [Chorus 1] And I was never good at goodbye [Chorus 2] Can I swallow this bottle whole? So this brain in my head can forget your face Can I swallow this bottle whole? Because I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes [Verse 3] Today I couldn't stay awake Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake I won't be sleeping much tonight It's not the same without you lying by my side (Right beside me) [Chorus 2] [Verse 4] I know you wanted me to give up my life to be (Can I swallow this bottle whole?) Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see (Can I swallow this bottle whole?) I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me (So this brain in my head can forget your face) [Outro] You left me here beside myself Left me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you