Disappearing

[Verse] Clusters of incense on Catacol winds Smoke on your breath [?] It could've been Mumbai, it could've been Maine I [?] see through again A fever of [?] over the brig You're just not as tough as you think [Verse] I shuffled in leg irons and [?] the post 'Cause I'm [?] more dead than your living ghost So check the [?], the bills and the loan The numbers will add up and my stock will grow To disappear complete and not leave a stink It's just not as tough as you think [Pre-Chorus] The horizon [?], the sirens sing The [?], the gasoline I jumped too quick, the air collapsed I fell so hard I can't change back [Chorus] To pay the pricе and just let go When no one carеs and no one knows Yeah, no one knows [Verse] Left it behind me, suture the stitch She'll join me for twice now from inside their fish I've wanted for dear love, [?] my kin But you take the [?] I just disappear [?] end of the drink It's just not as tough as you think [Pre-Chorus] Some fight for pride, some fight to death I fight for one more laboured breath I've seen the consequences that Revealing yourself now can get [Chorus] [?] the sand I've thrown When no one sees and no one ones Yeah, no one knows Yeah, no one knows [Chorus] I left my rage, my history My methylated memory I've [?] like an undertow That no one sees so no one knows Yeah, no one knows Yeah, no one knows Yeah, no one knows [Outro] [?] It's just not as tough as you think [?] It's just not as tough as you think