I Apologize

[Intro] It's Dolph I apologize It's my real life nigga Life's a mother fucker man [Verse 1] 19, [?] boomin' Didn't have to, but you took me in like I was you own No momma, no daddy, raised by my granny Used to ask me who my momma, and I would say [?] You learned me like a son, when I was just a grim baby I ain't been to church in a while, chasing [?]'s lady I hate that shit cause I know that ain't how you raised me Dragged my knees to the floor, and get them all greasy When I was 12 years old, I started smoking weed When I was 15, that's when I start running the streets A little after that I knocked up a couple G's But at the same time, made you disappointed in me [Chorus] The worst day of my life, I made my grandma cry Lord, can you please tell her I apologize Every time I think about it, I get the water eyes I'm sorry grandma, I apologize I say I'm sorry momma, I apologize I'm sorry grandma, I apologize I say I'm sorry grandma, I apologize I'm sorry momma, I apologize [Verse 2] Lord please, if you can hear me Can you please tell my grandma I'm sorry for all the trouble And tell her that I remember everything That she taught me, and taught me, and I love her Life's been hard, but in 2008 when you got sick I swear to God, it got rougher Remember walking out the hospital, every night Praying to God, please don't let her suffer She raised her kids and grandkids, she didn't deserved it To see the lady who raised you, like they [?] Blunt after blunt, with the water eyes For everything, grandma, I apologize [Chorus] The worst day of my life, I made my grandma cry Lord, can you please tell her I apologize Every time I think about it, I get the water eyes I'm sorry grandma, I apologize I say I'm sorry momma, I apologize I'm sorry grandma, I apologize I say I'm sorry grandma, I apologize I'm sorry momma, I apologize