Puzzle

Constant determent from what i'd like to be A claw lodged in the throat of this anxiety Swirling colors on broken skin Haunted hollow with no way to rescind Infected as the gavel slammed Case closed, I've thrown my life away The smoke has let up And scattered us a path With dust and fragments, of a former wrath Aching for shelter, this tangled crooked soul Solace regained in loosing all control Swirling colors on broken skin Haunted hollow with no way to rescind Infected as the gavel slammed Case closed, I've thrown my life away Birthed once in pain Unable to retract Symptoms of failed dreams While keeping all intact While keeping all intact I've thrown my life away I've thrown my life away I've thrown my life away I've thrown my life away Constant determent from what I'd like to be I've thrown my life away Constant determent from what I'd like to be I've thrown my life away