Grinding Teeth

We've been here before, passed out on the floor On the floor You tell me and all your friends How you don't need me anymore How you don't need me anymore And who the fuck am I kidding? I know how this goes now You never needed me like I needed you So why the hell do I still wish you well? You'll never know me like you think you do As if it ever mattered cause after all, you don't need me anymore Do you at least now see how much this means to me? I can't wait another day, you've left me not knowing what to do What to do I beg you to stay, you act like you don't want to Don't want to I grind my teeth, I am losing sleep These one-way conversations made me want to hate you But I can't hate you I can't hate you Weighted down by things you've said I'm staring in your eyes, they're dead How can practice make us perfect If our perfect is nothing? And these choices I'm making are from promises you're breaking Looking back on those wasted years, what was I thinking? I can't wait another day, you've left me not knowing what to do What to do I beg you to stay, you act like you don't want to Don't want to I grind my teeth, I am losing sleep These one-way conversations made me want to hate you These conversations made me hate you These conversations made me hate you Let's bring you up to speed This is the last you'll hear from me, the last you'll hear from me Here's a note all in hopes You'll find my aspirations at the end of this rope It'll make you see what this meant to me Now you're just a witness at a tragedy Now you're just a witness at a tragedy I died all alone, just like I knew all along That's how it always played out in my head Since I was a fucked up kid And I was holding my breath about this So when these tired lungs just caved I knew I'd never be something you'd miss And deep down through this façade you see I just couldn't be the better man You hoped I could be