Somebody Else

I'm a liar when I say I don't know your face I see it in my brain every time I close my eyes, I can't get away And there's no better way to say that I'm not going with you But I can't help it, I go crazy over everything you do But I've found that it's easier to pretend That we never really were more than friends But if I can't say it to myself I'll never say it to somebody else You never really kept me awake And I saw that all of it was a mistake But if I can't say it to myself I'll never say it to somebody else I'm a liar if I said I know your name I hear it in my brain every time I close my eyes, I can't get away And I try to forget the calls at 2 a.m.  You'd call me We'd talk for hours in the middle of the night It felt like it meant something But it all meant nothing, right? It all meant nothing Okay But I've found that it's easier to pretend That we never really were more than friends But if I can't say it to myself I'll never say it to somebody else You never really kept me awake And I saw that all of it was a mistake But if I can't say it to myself I'll never say it to somebody else, else