‌losin my mind

[Intro] Yo Feel like I'm goin' crazy I don't know man, I don't know *Sigh* The fuck? I've never felt like this, yo I've never felt like this [Verse 1] Yo They say absence makes the heart grow fonder But I've been chillin' over yonder And that bitch still don't want me Around her I should have left her where I found her In that shitty ass diner, standin' by the counter Damn, I remember how she looked and how she sounded The way her eyes gleamed, and it seemed only good things surrounding We sat and chatted over chowder 'Bout sex, religion, music, and Jamaican showers This was love Made me want to spend every waking hour with her, picking flowers out the mud She told me meet her at the Franklin Towers with some bud Grabbed the herb and paid for the grub I thought I told you this was love The next few months were barely unconsequential They were beautiful, which left me feeling overall resentful Aggravated with mad confusion in the mental Like screws into my temple, and shoes that's made of pencils Like too rough is too gentle Like standin' nude on a stage during rains that's torrential Feelin' like her life is confidential Paranoia is a bitch and often proves detrimental Over some shit that's usually coincidental But I believe that life is existential Like, one thing leads to another Like an X chromosome lead to a son or a brother Like a folded phone number usually lead to a lover And when she find out you cheatin', you'll be duckin' for cover [Chorus] I'm losin' my mind, I'm mixed up Guess when I find some time, I'll get fixed up I'm losin' my mind, I'm mixed up Guess when I find some time, I'll get fixed up I'm losin' my mind I'm losin' my mind (losin' my mind) I'm losin' my mind I'm losin' my mind, I'm mixed up [Verse 2] Now I'm standin' here disregarding consequence, common sense, and manners Awkward plus embarrassed Girl, I talk to much, I'm careless Girl, I share it if I'm thinkin' it Maybe that's the issue Not to mention that I miss you Forget you You're a psychopath Maybe that's just me Maybe I'm just a puppet on a string I'm talkin' fast, let me slow down My apologies I want this to come out right Been thinkin' all night, drinkin' all night I'm not alright You left me passed out, all the past out Practically scratch my eyes out, pathetically pour my heart out Lies and insecurities are aesthetics we've turned to art forms Pain weaving in and out Call 'em heart worms I've been tired of this since yesterday And yesterday took forever Let's just sever all our ties, and be better On our own, tired of sitting on the phone, just waiting All of this bullshit is weighing on my back, call it a knapsack Filled with all the questions that I never asked you When was I a villain? How can I distract you? Now it's over, call it history Any day's mystery is solved Bet you'll miss me when I'm gone Keep listenin' to this song It's not a you and I issue Don't you get it? We were both wrong We were both wrong We were both wrong