How It Feels

I've been getting old standing by the river Watch the water move but I don't move with her Shivers down my spine Never forget to remind me I'm alive 'Til I let go of this moment Something holding me to this place I've been breaking, always faking I'm just lying to your face And I can't tell you how it feels Can you tell me just one thing? Can you give me a reason to stay? 'Cause the feelings I'm harboring Don't seem to see the light of day Shivers down my spine Never forget to remind me I'm alive 'Til I let go of this moment Something holding me to this place I've been breaking, always faking I'm just lying to your face And I can't tell you how it feels Bring me to my knees I begged and pleaded I asked to leave But you insisted on staying and breaking my heart Breaking my heart Breaking my heart Breaking my heart, yeah 'Til I let go of this moment Something holding me to this place I've been breaking, always faking I'm just lying to your face And I can't tell you how it feels 'Til I let go of this moment Something holding me to this place