ASHES

One, two, three, four [Chorus] One, two, three, four Went and threw my life away End me before it just doesn't feel the same I thought I could do it all a different way Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes How the fuck did this come up again All my other chances came and went I threw all the ashes to the wind I won't be the answer I regret [Verse 1] I was down, way too many times More than I can count, I made it out Walk between the lines, took a different route- What's that about No one wants to see you, 'till they think that you're an asset Feelin' see through while I'm trapped inside a casket [Bridge] Is this all I'll ever be I'm so scared I won't be seen [Chorus] One, two, three, four Went and threw my life away End me before it just doesn't feel the same I thought I could do it all a different way Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes How the fuck did this come up again All my other chances came and went I threw all the ashes to the wind I won't be the answer I regret [Verse 2] All the walls are closing in around me In a slip stream, faded almost nightly When did being free become a pipe dream It's all for nothing Used to think that I was chosen, headed on my way All a sudden I feel frozen, don't know what to say Now that everybody knows it, start to feel ashamed I'll just down another potion, hide from all the pain [Chorus] One, two, three, four Went and threw my life away End me before it just doesn't feel the same I thought I could do it all a different way Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes How the fuck did this come up again All my other chances came and went I threw all the ashes to the wind I won't be the answer I regret