In Love With The Pain

Breakdown
She got me headed for a breakdown
But I ain't looking for a way out
She dragging me to hell but it feels good on the way down

She wanna tie me up
All up in my head she a mind fuck
Always take the edge off with designer drugs
Crushed all of my feelings and she lined em up

Dear diary
Why the fuck do I chase anxiety
Is she just another demon inside of me
Speaking quietly
When I try to leave

Why do I stay
When you cut my heart like a blade
When we fuck and it feels like hate
It's like I'm in love with the pain, love with the pain
Yeah
Devil dripped in Versace and she got blue eyes
She leaving scars on my body so why do I stay
It's like I'm in love with the pain, love with the pain

Could never win never lose
Got me stuck in a loop
I don't know where my brain went
Yeah she got me black and blue
Stomped my heart with her boots
Left to die on the pavement

Dear diary
Why the fuck do I chase anxiety
Is she just another demon inside of me
Screaming violently
When I try to leave

Why do I stay
When you cut my heart like a blade
When we fuck and it feels like hate
It's like I'm in love with the pain, love with the pain
Yeah
Devil dripped in Versace and she got blue eyes
She leaving scars on my body so why do I stay
It's like I'm in love with the pain, love with the pain