I Just Wanna Feel Okay Again

Some mornings I don't wanna wake up
Cause I don't wanna have to think
And there's a moment of peace
Before it all comes back to me
And then it gets hard to breathe
A lonely little broken smile, it's been like this for awhile

I just wanna feel okay again
I just wanna feel like I haven't been
Drowning in the bottomless pit that is my soul
With a hive of bees buzzing in my skull and
I just wanna feel okay again
I just wanna feel like I haven't been these days
I just wanna know how long it'll take to feel okay

Hard to feel like I stand a chance
When every set back seems like an avalanche
Feels like I'm going insane, thoughts swirl around like a hurricane
Feels like a tidal wave of pain
Another 4 am they come alive
Sting every inch of me til I can't sleep

I just wanna feel okay again
I just wanna feel like I haven't been
Drowning in the bottomless pit that is my soul
With a hive of bees buzzing in my skull
I just wanna feel okay again
I just wanna feel like I haven't been these days
I just wanna know how long it'll take to feel okay

Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh

I just wanna feel okay again
I just wanna feel like I haven't been
Drowning in the bottomless pit that is my soul
With a hive of bees buzz buzzing in my

I just wanna feel okay again
I just wanna feel like I haven't been
Drowning in the bottomless pit that is my soul
With a hive of bees buzzing in my skull
I just wanna feel okay again
I just wanna feel like I haven't been these days
I just wanna know how long it'll take to feel okay