Party Killer

You didn't think I would show
And I'm sorry I'm late
I'm a party killer who's horribly misplaced
Help your mom cut the cake
Your friends pretend to forget my name
I'm a party killer who's coming will be a mistake

'Cause I'll bloody my hands
And pop the balloons
Rip the streamers down
And blow the candles out
Kill the life of the party
'Cause I only wanted you

God, let go of my hand
No, I don't wanna dance
I'm a party killer and the music is drowning me
Why the hell am I here?
Lock bathroom doors and try to disappear
I'm a party killer but the victim is always me

So I'll bloody my hands
And pop the balloons
Rip the streamers down
And blow the candles out

Drain the bodies in the tub
Call my mom and say I effed up
And my clothes are stained red
My head is a mess
God, this night is a mess
And did you really want me?
I'm just a self-loathing murder machine
On a killing spree
From the life of the party

Mmmmmm
Mmmmmm
Mmmmmm
I only wanted-
I only wanted-
I only wanted-