Empty Streets

Lately i can't even sit straight

My eyes as dilated as can be

This person in the mirror isn't me

How can I tell you

All the things that make me go insane

While your egos standing in the way

All the smoke green as a gecko

I hear your voice echo

To static, no shock though

Visions in my head are total mayhem

I don't wanna face em so I push em down and let em fade

You just want to be viral, at least take the high road

Admit that you don't care

We're beginning to spiral

Way outta bounds

In my dreams just like 'whoa there'

I'm at peace in denial but grief isn't idle it hits out of nowhere

Didn't think you would go there

Betrayed and invaded; inflated yourself

Now look back in regret

As you slowly descend

The water's surrounding me now

It's dark at the bottom

I can't find a way out

I hold my breath but it's meaningless

Counting em down

Every seconds an hour

I savor the sound

Of sirens above

Feels like I'm cursed inside

I'll never find the words to burn these ties

I blurred these lines between real life and paranormal

Paranoid of each shadow on the ground

Realized as the windows caved in

I kept my faith

I only leave the house at midnight

Walk a couple miles down the road

The cemetery lights emit a glow

That doesn’t fit right

The summer air’s unnaturally cold

I swore I saw the shadow of a ghost

Visions in my head are total mayhem

I don’t want to see em

So I push them down and let em fade

I pull up at the door, 7am

Tylenol PM

So I’m sleeping silent through the day

Then repeat the cycle

At least take the high road

Admit that you don’t care

I’m at peace in denial

But grief isn’t idle

It hits out of nowhere

I wake up at 11 on a mission

Try to put an end to this condition

Voices in my head won’t even listen

High beams on the river seem to glisten

As they crash through the guard rails and slowly descend

The water's surrounding me now

It's dark at the bottom

I can't find a way out

I hold my breath but it's meaningless

Counting em down

Every seconds an hour

I savor the sound

Of sirens above

Feels like I'm cursed inside

I'll never find the words to burn these ties

I blurred these lines between real life and paranormal

Paranoid of each shadow on the ground

Realized as the windows caved in

I kept my faith in

The doubts in which I drowned

The doubts in which I drowned