Now I’m Forever

Lately I been out of pocket, not what I intended
Nowadays my mind is moving miles by the minute
Ask me if I really want it, who the fuck you kiddin'
Music took over my life right before I tried to

Lately I been out of pocket, not what I intended
Nowadays my mind is moving miles by the minute
Ask me if I really want it, who the fuck you kiddin'
Music took over my life right before I tried to end it
How could I turn my back on the one damn thing
That saved my fucking life I was hanging off the edge
Fuck the money in my pocket, all that has a limit
This music is forever and now that's how long I'm living

You ever feel stuck, inside your own head
Can't control bad thoughts from filling up
It's like you stuck inside a big fucking spiral
And inside you bubble up, immune to bluffing smiles
'Cause you used to hiding the pain you won't discuss
You feel like the whole world is after you right now
It ain't actually, you imagine it like that
Hard times of your life is happening right now
Think about it that means that you're passing it right now
It ain't a punishment trust and
Believe in the process and stop tryna rush it
If things gon' be changing that means you're adjusting
Stop chasing your shot man, I promise it's coming

I've been silently fighting myself
Now it's time that I just have to let it out

Lately I been out of pocket, not what I intended
Nowadays my mind is moving miles by the minute
Ask me if I really want it, who the fuck you kiddin'
Music took over my life right before I tried to end it
How could I turn my back on the one damn thing
That saved my fucking life I was hanging off the edge
Fuck the money in my pocket, all that has a limit
This music is forever and now that's how long I'm living

Yeah
Not gon' lie, so many times I wanna quit
But then I stop and look beyond the pain
And see I was born for this
The pain I feel's from God
I was a sacrifice, it comes from him
And that's the reason why the things I write
Is touching lives
Of all the people who ain't got a voice
The ones who wake up feeling scared
Terrified, they see the sun
And dread they've seen another day
See it only as an opportunity for fucking pain
To find its way back in their life
Makes them beg for heaven's gates
I always thought that God was against me
But it was blessings that he always disguised so well
If I could go back in time, I would embrace all the times
I felt no stress on my mind 'cause

Lately I been out of pocket, not what I intended
Nowadays my mind is moving miles by the minute
Ask me if I really want it, who the fuck you kiddin'
Music took over my life right before I tried to end it
How could I turn my back on the one damn thing
That saved my fucking life I was hanging off the edge
Fuck the money in my pocket, all that has a limit
This music is forever and now that's how long I'm living