Trying Not To

Is it just me?
Or did we
Do this this the last time
We said it's the last time
I'd be lying
If I said I been
Moving on like I thought I'd be

I know it's wrong but it's how I feel
Already know it's a bad idea
I should take my own advice

But I, I still think about you baby
I wish you didn't feel so right
I really wanna tell you I don't miss

And really mean it
I just can't though
I want to
But I'm tryin' not to
Take back goodbye
Say I changed my mind
Been there before but
I'm tryin' not to
Call you tonight
But It's almost like
I miss you more when I'm tryin' not to
Yeah I'm tryin' not to

I don't want to
But I still want you
It's so perfect
It gets on my nerves
Yeah
I tried so hard, ain't getting me far
Pushing away just brings you even closer to me

Yeah but I still think about you baby
I wish you didn't feel so right
I really wanna tell you I don't miss you
And really mean it
I just can't though I want to
But I'm tryin' not to
Take back goodbye
Say I changed my mind
Been there before but
I'm tryin' not to
Call you tonight
But It's almost like
I miss you more when I'm tryin' not to
Yeah I'm tryin' not to

Maybe we could get it right this time
Yeah, or maybe I'm just lyin' to myself
To myself
But I'm tryin' not to
Yeah I'm tryin' not to

But I still think about you, baby
I wish you didn't feel so right
I really wanna tell you I don't miss you and really mean it
I just can't though I want to
But I'm tryin' not to
Take back goodbye
Say I changed my mind
Been there before
But I'm tryin' not to
Call you tonight
But it's almost like
I miss you more
When I'm tryin' not to
Yeah I'm tryin' not to
I'm tryin' not to
Yeah I'm tryin' not to