Laundromat

Wednesday night you took me to a magic show
The same night I said I was gonna leave
Secretly, I hoped that there was something up your sleeve
But I don't think I believed it

Bright as day, the morning came to leave our place
We joked that you would come in my suitcase
Dreamed you kissed me as I boarded, but you only smiled and waved
I'm just glad that you made it

I'm not asking you to change
I'm not asking you to change
I'm just asking you to stay still

Cleaned my room, took it all to the laundromat
Watched the clothes spin 'round my little head
Wondered if my pants could ever wrap around my legs
And walk me interstate

Sold my things to try and win the lottery
To make my money back and find some peace
Didn't have the guts to steal your heart, but you sold it to me cheap
Something tells me you just leased it

I just wanna hear you speak
I just wanna hear you speak
In the same room as me

To wish you well's a wishing well, a hopeful waste
Rather throw my money down the drain
To think of you as happy is a burden on my brain
And I don't think I can take it

But I hope that you're okay
Oh, I hope that you're okay
Dancing on my grave