You Don't Know

[Intro]

What up, Mac Miller?

(Perked Out Beats)

Shut up, hate when they do that

Allday

[Chorus]

And they used to call me ugly

Now it seems funny

Looking back, now I never would have thought I'd get this far

And they used to call me chubby

Guess I got lucky

So unless you were around all the way back then at the start

Shut the fuck up, you don't know

[Verse 1]

Did you know me as a fat lonely kid and

My only way to smile was a black Sony Discman?

School grades low, I'm in the hallways always

Tagging things taking out my agonies in the wrong ways

You don't know my pain, I don't know your pain

You weren't there before the main meal for the entrée

On the bus nervous and I'm huddled with my bag

And the older kids tell me that I'm ugly and I'm fat

Every day I go to school I was fucking up so bad

Everybody wants to father me except my fucking dad

And I don't even mind 'cause my life is really nice

But don't act like you know me if you've only seen me twice

'Cause the same ones calling me names once

Wanna take photos and have conversations

And now that's just life and we're smiling for the cameras

Until we get old and they no longer flatter us

[Chorus]

And they used to call me ugly

Now it seems funny

Looking back, now I never would have thought I'd get this far

And they used to call me chubby

Guess I got lucky

So unless you were around all the way back then at the start

Shut the fuck up, you don't know

[Verse 2]

Did you know I that I prefer to be alone?

But I never am, 'cause I'm petrified of silence

Did you know that I'm eternally alone?

'Cause my body can never be the same place my mind is

Can't take a breath cause I'm just so anxious

Can't stop drinking, I mean just to manage

Everybody's talking shit, I can't understand it

It's kind of like they speak another language

That I don't know; and I laugh along with their jokes

But I'm not even listening, I'm off on my own

I throw parties full of strangers to feel worry-free

But I don't wanna see them all, I just wanna sleep

So I sit out on the lawn of the house across the street

And only go inside once everybody leaves

And the clock's ticking louder, I only notice now

'Cause without all the people, it's like time is slowing down

It's like time is slowing down

It's like time is slowing down

It's like time is slowing down

Time is slowing down

[Chorus]

And they used to call me ugly

Now it seems funny

Looking back, now I never would have thought I'd get this far

(But look how far I came)

And they used to call me chubby

Guess I got lucky

So unless you were around all the way back then at the start

Shut the fuck up, you don't know