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Allie Crow Buckley – I’m Not Really Here (2023) | Track profile | Dork

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Allie Crow Buckley
Utopian Fantasy
I’m Not Really Here

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Allie Crow Buckley

I’m Not Really Here

Release date: 18th May 2023

From Utopian FantasyTrack 72:55

Indie Pop Music Alternative

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About This Track

"I’m Not Really Here" is a track by Allie Crow Buckley, from the album Utopian Fantasy, released 18th May 2023. The track is 2:55 long. It's filed under Indie Pop. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 1 article about Allie Crow Buckley.

About the Artist

Allie Crow Buckley

Allie Crow Buckley

Lyrics

I’m Not Really Here

Took a turn for the worse
In this madness
And it's starting to hurt
Forever feeling
Another realm, a yellow rose
Where I'm going
I almost wish I could stay
I can't stop disappearing
And you're calling out to me
And you're reaching for my hand
And you're calling out to me
But I can't hear anything
And I'm not really here
I'm not really here
It's all just smoke and mirrors
And I'm not really here
There's a version of me
I keep dreaming
An invisible kiss
I'm forever feeling
There's a version of me
That keeps driving
To a time and a place
That won't stop disappearing

And you're calling out to me
And you're reaching for my hand
I'm not really here
I'm not really here
It's all just smoke and mirrors
I'm not really here
I'm not really here
It's all just smoke and mirrors
I'm not really here
I'm not really here

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Track details

From Utopian Fantasy

2:552023

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Album

Utopian Fantasy

Allie Crow Buckley

Track number

7

Release year

2023

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3Cowboy in London
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4Utopian Fantasy
4:46

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5Cupid and Psyche

6Dreamboat Soulmate

7I’m Not Really Here

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9Naked at the Feast

10Five Pointed Star

—I'm Not Really Here