Scary/Calm

I'm stealing your car and trashing the backseat
Cutting your hair and sell it for money
I'm telling the joke, it's at the expense of you
You'd sit there and analyze
Every detail, every lie
Said you gotta see both sides
You're the victim i'm the crime

So i'm here at the murder scene
Taking in everything
Waiting on apologies from nothing but a
Body
I should've said this and done this
But now i'm to blame

It's subtle
The way you measured every detail
Until
I was small enough to hide in
Plain sight
Everything inside me is up in arms
I'm angry but i'm staying scary calm

Is it all a cosmic joke
Hold your ego like my own
Let it kill me let it grow
Like a cancer to my bones

So now i'm here at your mercy
Praying at your feet
Staring at my little screen
Hoping you get lonely
You take and take and i give and i give
Till I break

It's subtle
The way you measured every detail
Until
I was small enough to hide in
Plain sight
Everything inside me is up in arms
I'm angry but i'm staying scary calm

I'm so calm
I could kill you but
I'm gonna kiss you
And love you until I don't hate you
I'm so calm
I could make you the martyr
But I do what's harder this is my departure
I'm so calm
I could write you a letter
My knife is the pen
It gets better and better

It's subtle
The way you measured every detail
Until
I was small enough to hide in
Plain sight
Everything inside me is up in arms
I'm angry but i'm staying scary calm