Element

[Verse 1]

1991 a star was born

My soul was torn in the exact moment that they umbilical cord was gone

And honestly I still think I'd rather stay dead

Cause I'm still a monster that's rage fed in Haze head

But I was born into a ton of curses

Same blood, same genes, just a different purpose

And a different person like all around

My life was fucked up and I let it tear me down

And I always dressed in skirts-es

And I always slept in churches

Didn't believe in shit so I always felt so worthless

Molested at age 7 nobody ever noticed

So I locked myself inside myself and had to keep on growing

Of course you'd never know it

That type of pain is the [?]

In fact it's been 13 years, I still feel a strain on my shoulders

[Verse 2]

It's 2001 and I'm hoping to die

I'm writing suicide letters I mailed to the sky

My biggest question is why

That fucking question remains

But since I sound my purpose I have never felt pressure the same

All of the pressure was drained

And God was here I know it

I didn't choose where I started, but I did choose where I'm going

[Hook 2x]

Every day is hard work: struggle, pain, and dedication

I know it gets hard to end the pain for preservation

If you make it through then every day is a celebration

If you know where you're going everyday's a reservation

[Verse 3]

It's 2007 I'm still looking to heaven

But I'm thinking murder now and I'm using hate as my weapon

I'm using pain as my leverage

I want them to suffer too

Almost lost my whole mind look at what that struggle do

Insanity's blissful in silence

Almost met mental asylums

Outside I'm a quiet storm, but inside a fist full of violence

Dear Ty, I'm sorry that you're gone

I wish you could come back to life so I could kill you on my own

Fuck it all motherfuckers I've made it on my own

And I've never had shit, man I made it here alone

With my brother as my crutch and my mother as my soul

And I didn't choose where I started, but I chose where I'mma go

[Hook 2x]