Universe

I'm still staring at you through a telescope
I'm on my tippy toes
Trying to see behind the walls that float around you
Spinning like the moons of Jupiter
It was so beautiful
When I was in it, getting used to all of

Your friends and your house and your life
Where is the architect?
'Cause they never sat down to build mine

But it's true
There's a universe outside of you
I don't like it but I'm trying
To hold both my hands on the wheel
And just know that someday I'll be happy out here

I'm still screaming at you through a microphone
But you're never at thе show
And I'm only smiling 'til I get back home
To lie in bеd and wrestle with this need to check
And see where I should have been
See all the better shit that's happening with

Your friends in your house for your life
I was a part of it
Deep breath, I know now, it's not mine

And it's true
There's a universe outside of you
I don't like it but I'm trying
To hold both my hands on the wheel
And just know that someday I'll be happy out here

You're throwing a party
Going to invite everybody
I'm sorry if it sounds dumb
But I'm throwing a party
I'm going to invite everybody
I'm sorry that you can't come

But it's true
There's a universe outside of you
I don't like it but I'm trying
To hold both my hands on the wheel
And just know that with space, something new will appear
And someday I'll be happy out here