Trying My Best

I know you think I got it all figured out
'Cause I walk around like my head's in the clouds
But I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out of his head

I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen
All of the times I spent being not me
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head

'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know

Trying my best
Trying my best to be okay
Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I want to say from my heart

If you really wanted, I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws

Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul, I won't stop

'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know

Trying my best
Trying my best to be okay
Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I want to say from my heart

Trying my best
Trying my best to be okay
Trying my best but every day, it's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I want to say from my heart