Saint or Rogue

Why am I not myself, why am I not at all?
Why am I so reliant yet so uncomfortable
Just one sip and it's in my stride
I will take comfort in how I reside
Intoxicated or am I fading
Or is it too late?
Saint or rogue, sinner or foe
How dare I deceive you
Why am I losing a fight
Against all that I know true
My comforts are seeping through the cracks in my weathered skin (the cracks in my weathered skin)
In the hidden parts of our mind, oh where do I begin (where do I begin?)
Just one sip and it's in my stride
I will take comfort in how I reside
Intoxicated or am I fading
Or is it too late?
Saint or rogue, sinner or foe
How dare I deceive you
Why am I losing a fight
Against all that I know true
So we start again (so we start again)
From a new days end (from a new days end)
So we start again (so we start again)
Until we amend
Saint or rogue, sinner or foe
How dare I deceive you
Why am I losing a fight
Against all that I know true
All that I know true
Saint or rogue, sinner or foe
How dare I deceive you
Why am I losing a fight
Against all that I know true