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I WENT TO HELL AND BACK
I DIE 1000x

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I DIE 1000x

Release date: 4th February 2022

From I WENT TO HELL AND BACKTrack 122:47

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Lyrics

I DIE 1000x

Every day I die
A thousand times
There's nowhere left to hide
Inside my mind.

Breathe in, bleed out
These thoughts are so loud
Last page, way out
Right here and right now

'Cause all I am is who I hurt
And how I beg you in return
For a second chance I don't deserve
No, I'm nothing

Every day I die
A thousand times
There's nowhere left to hide
Inside my mind
Just bury me alive
So I can fly
What's another night
When every day I die
A thousand times?

Woke up, fell down
Your hand was held out
But I can tell that
You don't want to help out
Telling myself
Now mind over meltdown

Just fucking tell me what I want to hear
That you don't even really want me here
That I've been holding on when all along
All you'd be is better off without me here

Every day I die
A thousand times
There's nowhere left to hide
Inside my mind
Just bury me alive
So I can fly
What's another night
When every day I die
A thousand times?

Every day I die
A thousand times
There's nowhere left to hide
Inside my mind
Just bury me alive
So I can fly
What's another night
When every day I die

Every day I die
Bury me alive
Where I can fly
What's another night
When every day I die
A thousand times?

Lyrics provided by LRCLIB

Track details

From I WENT TO HELL AND BACK

2:472022

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Album

I WENT TO HELL AND BACK

4th February 2022

Track number

12

Release year

2022

1IDGAF
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2I LIE TO ME
2:48
3ILY, HOW ARE YOU?
2:12
4IDC, I CAN’T TAKE IT
3:02

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As It Is — I'm So Alive! (feat. Espera & Justin Klunk) (from As It Is)
As It Is — Wherever You Will Go
As It Is — Lose Your Way & Find Yourself (from As It Is) [3:14]
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As It Is — I MISS 2003 (from I WENT TO HELL AND BACK) [3:43]
As It Is — IDC, I CAN’T TAKE IT (from I WENT TO HELL AND BACK) [3:02]
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5I’D RATHER DIE

7I’M SICK AND TIRED

8I WANT TO SEE GOD

10I HATE ME TOO

12I DIE 1000x

2:47

13I CAN’T FEEL A THING

14I WENT TO HELL AND BACK