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Never Happy, Ever After
Turn Back to Me

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Turn Back to Me

Release date: 19th April 2015

From Never Happy, Ever AfterTrack 82:57

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Lyrics

Turn Back to Me

The memories are still so bright but I keep the curtains drawn
I've never been like this
Or am I just, romanticizing a person that's gone

I can only take so much before I spill my guts
But I'm terrified of letting you see what I'm thinking
But you left before I could
And if I could choose, I would
Cause my mind's a frightening and lonely place I can't escape at night

You dropped yourself away
Time makes your dreams come true
I hoped that you would stay
Miles mean nothing to you (Turn back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it (Turn back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it

I know that I deserve to be alone
I wrote myself out of your story
And I know I made it seem like I never cared at all but I swear
I was always trying

This was hard when you were still around (you were still around)
How am I meant to survive this now (survive this now)
I'm so disappointed in who I chose to be (who I chose to be)
I've been having nightmares that follow me until I fall asleep

You dropped yourself away
Time makes your dreams come true
I hoped that you would stay
Miles mean nothing to you (come back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it (come back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it
It's all my fault and I know it
It's all my fault and I know it
It's all my fault and I know it
It's all my fault and I know it
It's all my fault and I know it
It's all my fault and I know it

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Track details

From Never Happy, Ever After

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Album

Never Happy, Ever After

20th April 2015

Track number

8

Release year

2015

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2Cheap Shots & Setbacks
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2:59
4Drowning Deep in Doubt
3:48

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As It Is — Wherever You Will Go
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