Matters

I got so many matters on my mind
Got so many matters
And I'm trying not to let them weigh me down
I'm trying not to, but they weigh me down

Tough skin covering my bones
Veins and muscle holds it all together
But, tough skin shivers in the cold
Veins and muscle lose control

I'd tell you that
I'm so tired of these expectations
I'm so tired and I'm so afraid I'm not
Any of the things you make me out to be

I'd tell you that
I got so many matters on my mind
Got so many matters
And I'm trying not to let them weigh me down
Trying not to, but they weigh me down

I got so many matters in my head
Don't say it doesn't matter
'Cause I'm trying not to let them weigh me down
Trying not to, but they weigh me down

Stone face covering my fear
Stone cold but I'm still human here
With all this angst and ambition
I am my own opposition
If you could only listen aha

'Cause I'm so tired of these expectations
I'm so tired and I'm so afraid I'm not
Any of the things you make me out to be

I'd tell you that
I got so many matters on my mind
Got so many matters
And I'm trying not to let them weigh me down
Trying not to, but they weigh me down

I got so many matters in my head
Don't say it doesn't matter
'Cause I'm trying not to let them weigh me down
Trying not to, but they weigh me down

Trying not to, but they weigh me down
I'm trying not to, but they weigh me down