the whirl

it's a terrible day to exist
and I guess that's it
it will only get worse from here
I'm yet to come to terms with me
but's it's such a terrible life to get by
I guess I'll see you tonight

tonight
I'll bring you something nice
I'll be near all the time
I'll purge the fear
chase away the enemies
I'll bring you a gift
in sincerity

for this year
I'll leave this rotten pit
for this year
I'll part ways with misanthropy
I'll sit 
patiently

"it's such a terrible time to be alive"
that's what I've heard
as I realize the nature of all things
the roof collapses
reality just hits hard
but I gotta let that feeling in
making amends with suffering

this is a downward spiral
gotta break the cycle
this is a downward spiral
gotta break the cycle