Post‐It Notes

All of these
Post-it notes on my floor remind me it gets dark
You know you play
One thousand forty-seven games with my heart
Like when it was
Valentine's Day in '21 you just moved out
My birthday after, you closed a chapter

I can't keep letting you in
Don't know why I do it
Broken hearts can't be bruised
So

I'mma make the first move
And try to break this
I know I said I love you
It's hard to shake it
And every time
When I see you online
I just wanna say hi, but that's dangerous
So imma make the first move
I know it's gonna hurt to
But imma make the

Hardest decision that I've ever had to make
I know I gotta
Find all the words I thought I'd never have to say
(It's over)

I try to rationalize and I psychoanalyze
But I still get butterflies when I see you
And if you meet me inside I'll never be satisfied
And history has its eyes

So I need to make the first move
And try to break this
I know I said I love you
It's hard to shake it
And every time
When I see you online
I just wanna say hi, but that's dangerous
So imma make the first move
I know it's gonna hurt to
But imma make the first, first move
I'mma make the first, first move

I can't keep letting you in
Don't know why I do it
Broken hearts can't be bruised
So

I'mma make the first move
And try to break this
I know I said I love you
I still wanna say it
And every time
When I see you online
I just wanna say hi, but that's dangerous
So imma make the first move
I know it's gonna hurt to
But imma make the first, first move
I'mma make the first, first move

Post-it notes on my floor remind me it gets dark