I'm Doing Push Ups

I'm not gonna lie here and wait for the ambulance
I'm doing push ups, oh, I'm doing push ups
I'm doing push ups

And my marriage is falling apart, it's not your fault
I just thought I should let you know
You can take advantage of me, it's not that hard
I wrote it out in detail, just check your texts

Cause your first love's not gonna walk you home
You got sick on your coat, then you called her and told her, "It's over"
Now you're as hollow as you'd always said you'd be
Screaming, "Hold my hand, but please don't touch me!"

Then you pulled out an engagement ring
And the canary choked in my throat
I was coughing up feathers all December
But we never made a memory to remember

Some things just aren't meant to make sense
Some things aren't meant to be represented
We talk about it in the gaps, in the silence
The posts we delete, and the captions we edit

Cause your first love's not gonna walk you home
You got sick on your coat, then you called her and told her, "It's over"
Now you're as hollow as you'd always thought you'd be
Screaming, "Hold my hand, but please don't touch me!"
Please don't touch me

Do you wanna, do you wanna go, go?
Cause a scene at the wedding, awful words on the confetti, oh
Do you wanna, do you wanna go, go?
Cause a scene at the wedding, awful words on the confetti, oh

Do you wanna, do you wanna go, go?
Cause a scene at the wedding, awful words on the confetti, oh
Do you wanna, do you wanna go, go?
Do you wanna, do you wanna, do you wanna —

Cause your first love's not gonna walk you home
You got sick on your coat, then you called her and told her, "It's over"
Now you're as hollow as you'd always thought you'd be
Screaming, "Hold my hand, but please don't touch-"

Cause your first love's not gonna walk you home
You got sick on your coat, then you called her and told her, "It's over"
Now you're as hollow as you'd always thought you'd be
Screaming "Hold my hand, but please don't touch me!"

I'm not gonna lie here and wait for the ambulance
I'm doing push ups, oh, I'm doing push ups