Hourly Shadow Gossip

I'm sitting exactly i'm seeing my ghost

I always wonder will he understand me

I know there something way deep in them shadows

Why would i feel this way i'm drowning

You don't

Have to believe  me

Even i pretend i don't feel it

The pressures teases the limit explodes into smithereens

Could be seconds minutes, months or even and instant

The fragments circle my ankles make the holes in my socks bigger

Feel a blizzard

If you was beside me you wouldn't feel it

You'd look me deep in my eyes and ask if my job does drug testing

Id tell you i don't have no job or drugs inside my system

Then you pretentious soul would say umm yes i feel it, but no

Oh no you don't

I'm like the street likes glow

Piercing  through the factory smoke

More like the pennies rattling crashing

In the trenches of your coat

Crating a spark then a flame

Make the pallet in your brain go crash then sypro i'm not playing games

I'm sitting exactly i'm seeing my ghost

I always wonder will he understand me

I know there something way deep in them shadows

Why would i feel this way i'm drowning

I tuck both my laces in

Got my pedal bike

Rode through the rose garden

Tires covers in petals and stems

It reminded me of us

Beautiful darkness

He rode and rode his bike

Down the never ending spiral of life

He collected flowers and gems

But they tore straight through his back pocket stems

He had a hand full of earth and a mind full of floating dust

A ferocious frown and a painful heart breaking wonder lust

Tough luck