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fuilu by blackbear

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blackbear

fuilu

Release date: 25th August 2022

From in loving memory
Track 8
2:55
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About This Track

'fuilu' by blackbear is a pop punk track from the album 'in loving memory', released in 2022. The lyrics turn on a bitter, looping sense of missing someone while simultaneously refusing trust, with the speaker casting familiar anniversaries and silence as proof of emotional damage. A line like “I miss you, but” sets up the core contradiction, then the writing keeps returning to the same volatile tension, love and resentment running side by side. The result is raw, confrontational, and emotionally overstated, as if the mind cannot stop replaying a relationship that has already broken down.

"fuilu" is a track by blackbear, from the album in loving memory, released 25th August 2022. The track is 2:55 long. It's filed under Pop Punk. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 1 article about blackbear.

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blackbear

blackbear

Lyrics

fuilu

I miss you, but I never really knew you at all
Forget you, here's to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
Fuck you, I love you at the same time
I love you, but it's fuck you, never really trust you
Another fuckin' birthday, I ain't heard from you
Tighten up my loose ends, clean the drugs from my head
Wake up feeling sick, I sleep with demons in my bed
Blank stares, blank chairs at every single table
Times we never shared that made me unstable
Wishing you were here because I need you now
You promised me that you would come around, yeah
I miss you, but I never really knew you at all
Forget you, here's to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time
Whoa, whoa
Fuck you, I love you at the same time
Whoa, whoa
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time
(Love you at the same damn time)
I love you, but it's fuck you, never really come through
Pieces of my heart, fallin' apart and coming unglued
Heard you in a better place, only God could judge you
I love you, but it's fuck you (I love you, but it's fuck you)
Blank stares, blank chairs at every single table
Times we never shared that made me unstable
Wishing you were here because I need you now
You promised me that you would come around, yeah, yeah
I miss you, but I never really knew you at all
Forget you, here's to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time
Whoa, whoa
Fuck you, I love you at the same time
Whoa, whoa
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time
Erase the parts of me I wish would die
The memories I made when you were alive
Now the only thing that really gets me through is knowing
That I'll be a better man than you
And if you wanna know the truth, then too late
I miss you, but I never really knew you at all
Forget you, here's to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time
Whoa, whoa
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time
Whoa, whoa
Fuck you, I love you at the same time

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Track details

From in loving memory

2:552022
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Album
in loving memory
in loving memory
blackbear
26th August 2022
Track number
8
Release year
2022
  1. 1i dont love me
    3:19
  2. 2dead inside
    3:04
  3. 3toxic energy
    3:11
  4. 4nothing matters
    3:24

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    • Credits

    Production & Engineering

    Writer
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    Drums
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    Vocals
    blackbear
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    Mixing Engineer
    Adam Hawkins
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    Waterparks have teamed up with blackbear for their new single, ‘FUCK ABOUT IT’

    The track was released today, October 14th, via Fueled by Ramen.

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