burdens

[Intro: nidia]

Keep me locked away, just like food when I'm on adderall

Kick me in my face, it's okay, I'm not mad at all

Cuz truth be told I deserve it, truth be told, all the scars, I earned it

And my stomach hurting, walk through life, head low I'm a burden

[Hook: nidia]

Like shit, how you do me like that?

Walk through life got a knife in my back

And I'm dressed all black, fightin' for my life 'til my lifeline flat

Needing things my soul is starvin', pray for my body my soul departed

Can't see my face my scars alarming, like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?

Feel my pain from my arms to my legs in my vessel

When I was a kid, they said Aidin you'll be special

And I don't like to wrestle, scrape from my rings when I grip onto metal

Aimin' straight at my mental, pullin' that trigger shit ain't accidental

And my life is a symbol, someone in life won't want meet that potential

[Verse 1: nidia]

Shit, and my real name Aidin, there's luck in this life, you just gotta create it

But God plays favorites, Lord oh Lord I'm not your favorite

Lord oh Lord I'm not your favorite

But Lord oh Lord I need some savin'

Lord oh Lord my mental breakin'

Are you the one I should put my faith in?

Needing things my soul is starvin', pray for my body my soul departed

Can't see my face my scars alarming, like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?

Like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?

Like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?

[Verse 2: blackwinterwells]

My life life life keeps getting worse worse worse worse in surprising ways

People switch up that ive known for days, smell it in the air when the lightnings changes though

I don't know where it comes from, getting really tired i dont know if i can keep up

Its not the easiest life

Will you make things right?

Pills off the dark web help me sleep, real ones around me help me see

Last years hard work helps me walk, cubensis helped me learn to talk again

Start to open up again, I know ill get hurt again

But I know that its worth it, can't live forever behind the curtain

And you showed me that, and you love me back, and you fuck me right

You don't make me sad

Way the others do, hurts that they left but its for the best too

They werent good to me, they were rough with my heart

[Hook: nidia]

Like shit, how you do me like that?

Walk through life got a knife in my back

And I'm dressed all black, fightin' for my life 'til my lifeline flat

Needing things my soul is starvin', pray for my body my soul departed

Can't see my face my scars alarming, like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?

Feel my pain from my arms to my legs in my vessel

When I was a kid, they said Aidin you'll be special

And I don't like to wrestle, scrape from my rings when I grip onto metal

Aimin' straight at my mental, pullin' that trigger shit ain't accidental

And my life is a symbol, someone in life won't want meet that potential