Estes Park

[Verse 1]

Man of the mountains

Man of the trees

Man of the crisp air density

Call me a coward

A shot in the dark

‘Cause I'm going to Estes Park

A circle of feathers

Appear on my sill

Honey, you’re nothing like these hills

Spirit outspoken

A pin out of place

You've got city written on your face

[Chorus]

And I will crawl

I will bite my severed hand

And I will crawl

Only God might understand

Like the flood deserves the ark

What a journey I embark

To fix the broken clock I have in Estes Park

[Verse 2]

A body unending

One shouldn't need

Bite my tongue and scratch my skin like zombies

And what’s the verdict of the trial in my head?

Well every organ wants me dead

But I'd be silly if I didn't think they told me that

[Chorus]

See I will crawl

Like the toddler I once was

I will crawl

To the goddamn place I'm from

There's a poem of the sky

That tells you every way to die

They say I'm going first

A proud June Gemini

[Verse 3]

The rest of me worries

But I'm still ashamed

More than likely I'm a prisoner to an old crusade

Maybe I’m childish

Or sad for a start

But I’m shackled deep in Estes Park

[Chorus]

But I will crawl

Fuck it I might even run

And face the fall

What a winter that's to come

You could shoot me in the head

Announce my body dead

But after Estes Park

My life ain’t over yet