Suffocation

[Hook: Daughter]

I’m wasted, losing time

I’m a foolish, fragile spine

I want all that is not mine

And they will all agree that I’m a suffocator

I should go down quietly

[Verse 1: Bless]

But I bet I won’t

Losing all you have is never enough for me, right?

Never mind my wants; don’t let my past haunt me

I honestly might, just be better off without this

Even I can obviously fight; even if I had heart, I work hard, no time to use it

Indecisive as Dwight; if what I write down doesn’t work

Blink twice; no emotion; everyone loves life

Choking, weed smoke when I hit the stair well

Hit someone’s face with a blank stare, well it scared her

If I run away, will that make things better?

While I’m struggling to think; contemplating on whether I would ever even say

Or express how I’m feeling every single day, even when I was with Vale

Answer this: Tell me what’s worse

Not having parents at all, or having two people that honestly never cared?

Never mind hip-hop; this is life; explain why I’m wrong when I only did right

Or at least, tried my hardest to impress y’all

Even though I failed every single night

That’s cool though

Because now, I know our history and y’all screwed us

So, now I’m the black sheep of our family, which I find to be screwed up

And with that being said, I’ll never diss anyone, I just needed to vent

But how could you understand where I’m coming from, if you’ve never been? (Whoa)

[Hook: Daughter]

[Verse 2: Bless]

But I bet I won’t

Losing all you have is never enough for me, right?

Never mind my wrist; don’t let my past haunt me

This cut was the last but the deepest

I wish every one of y’all could see this

I can’t deal; with thinking I’m not good enough

Not giving up, isn’t really making anymore sense

What’s pain to you?

Getting bullied was pain to me

Getting jumped was pain to me

Getting stabbed was pain to me

Losing both of my friends was pain to me

Its pain to see that my mom just stood there saying, you’re never going back to King

So get over it, while my dad just watched me watch him let it go down

He was over it, but I wasn’t

You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villain

Willing to give up yet; I’m looking for trust

Yes, mom did burn me; what an upset; are you up yet?

Because I don’t hold back anymore, lacking the love that was expected of y’all

Attacked when I was eleven years backwards

I ball; that’s only for my own sake

Bet if I fall, then I might as well suffocate

I’m overheated; no need for the love now

17 years that are down, the drain with the pain

Why can’t I ever really get by?

I won’t pretend I don’t try to vent

I must not descend to lows

I intend on being much better; a new star grows now

So, I have to be there when it goes down, hill

[Hook: Daughter]