Cold

I have never felt this cold
I lost the warmth that made me whole
Are you okay?
Do you feel it?

Falling back to my old ways
I promised you that I would change
I'm not okay
I still feel it

Wish I could say that I've learned
And that I'm coming to terms
But I lie to myself
Why do I lie to myself?

I'm accustomed to the pain
Now it all feels the same
Are you happy now I'm gone?

I lost myself in someone else
I don't feel anything anymore
I lost myself in someone else
I don't feel anything

The beating in my chest
Like the pain in my head
How I wish it would end
I can't cope with this anymore

I have never felt this cold
I lost the warmth that made me whole
Are you okay?
Do you feel it?

Falling back to my old ways
I promised you that I would change
I'm not okay
I still feel it

Lay me down
In the house we made
What we once built up
Will soon decay

Let me die
In the house we made
What we once built up
Will surely wash away

Let me die
In the house we made
What we once called love
Will mark my grave

Let me die
Etch my name in stone
Lay the flowers down
Leave me on my own

Let me suffer by myself
There's nothing for me

I have nothing left to give
I can't love you when you're like this

Let me suffer
Let me hurt
There's nothing for me here