Speak My Mind

[Verse]

I been goin' through a lot of shit lately

Mind playin' tricks on me, I think I'm goin' crazy

And I don't think that I could ever fall in love

My head's so fucked up

I made it out my city but they still hate on me

Tellin' me I can't come home, that's what they say to me

I took my niggas out the hood and gave 'em jobs

Still screamin' [?], you know we like the Mob

Wanna know how it feel? Gotta keep shit real

My baby momma had a new baby, y'all made the shit a big deal

Sometimes I sit around thinkin' 'bout how shit would've turned out

If you never would've caught me with a new bitch in my house

Smokin' all this weed'll take my pain away

Momma told me that it's gon' be better days

They tryna knock my hustle, they don't wanna see my shine

Why you hatin' on my grind?

I was lookin' for some peace and then I found me some

Momma told me "Keep your head up, get your shit together"

I wake up and every day, it's a new problem, problem

And all these millions gon' solve 'em, solve 'em

I been on my shit [?] since the age of 9

I need a real bitch, but see they so hard to find

Bitches in they feelings cause I can't give her my time

Pussy good, but I'm just addicted to the grind

Media talk shit about me, but they can't get enough of me

No matter what you write about me, they'll never stop lovin' me

I started losin' myself, I had too many drugs in me

I was down and depressed, I couldn't keep the devil off of me

I keep it movin' like it's nothin' to it

Wake up, it's a new rumor

All the hatin' shit they say, man a nigga just used to it

Got a daughter that's eight

And y'all niggas ain't takin' nothin' off her plate

My nigga, we livin' straight, only real niggas relate

Only so much that I can take, got cameras all in my face

Back up and give me some space

I needed some time from this shit, so I took me a break

And the streets tryna control me but I just can't be fake